Corruption is Damned (the_fiery_abyss) wrote,
Corruption is Damned
the_fiery_abyss

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its like i went into my state of depression again... gosh i hate this.. its just everybody's moving on and THEY'RE SO FRICKEN HAPPY! something i cant be and im just so jealous of.. it's pathetic how i mope around the whole day listen to whiny music because it just makes me feel better when i know people are as pathetic as me... i feel as if i need to change again.. its just that i hate changing but im constantly doing it.. and i always tell myself im gonna change for the better but i dont.. i get worse and worse but nobody knows.. keeping everything stuffed down isnt healthy for me and i just feel like i need to take it out on someone... so yeah i get all rebellious with my parents when they do the smallest thing... i really hate myself and what i've become..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and school's gonna start before i know it and im scared outta my mind! i feel so insecure and i have no self esteem right now.. actually i never had any... gosh.. my brother was right.. I AM FAKE because i act all tough but im not.. im BEYOND cowardly.. i just wanna curl up in a hole and wait for the world to end





guess what? harry potter and THBP has officially been out for 18 minutes!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cant wait to read it and i also got WoW back.. so now i sit at my dad's computer all day HAHAHA im in love with that game and i just gained a level today DOUBLE WOOOOO FOR ME!


haha im gonna go cut my wrists and find some rope cause thats what those emo people do HAHAHA


ALEX YOU'RE SO EMO JUST ADMIT IT BABE!

(( see how i can just change moods like that?))
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